what am I doing?

what am i doing what am i doing?

why haven't i been answering my phone and why haven't i left my room in days? why haven't i walked my dog in weeks? why do i have a bruise on my thigh? why is my hair sticking out in all directions and how can i possibly be tan-less, when the golden rays have been shining for months now? how many reruns have i watched? how many pounds have i regained? how much chocolate have i consumed in the past 4 days? how many promises have i broken? how many people have i driven away? how many opportunities have i missed out on? how much more can i possibly take?

what am i doing?